My first paper just ended... It was really horrendous to say the least. I could at most do only 30% of the paper... and I am only half sure that 30% of the paper is correct and it is a very important paper. I realise in life, I thought 'its the end' sometimes when bad things happen to me... but after living for 20(ughh) years, I realise its not really the end and there are still many more 'its the end's to come and only in the future that I realise that the current 'its the end' is not so bad afterall.

So I shall give myself a few hours to feel sad and a little lost... and then smile and carry on studying for the rest of the papers.