As of now... I am seriously feeling very doomed. Why did I even agree to join the concert?

I am going to play St Paul's Suite on stage for probably the second time in my life which isn't good considering that I am not sure of how to play a few sections. I am probably going to play the oboe concerto for the first time in my life on the stage. For that matter, I am not sure of how it sounds like in the first place.

The opportunity cost of playing for the concert is $54.27 cos I took leave for tommorrow. (Why MOE decided to add 20 cents to my pay, don't ask me. Why MOE decided to add $0.07 to my pay don't ask me either, I am more baffled than any one of you) I think I actually will make a more useful contribution to chamber by working and donating my pay to chamber instead of taking a day off and playing for the concert.

I spent half the day hunting for my court shoes. I just remembered it is nowhere to be found as Weipei borrowed them last time for some function and it got spolit and she did return me some money but I have not gotton around to getting a new pair which means I have a high probability of ending up shoeless on stage tommorrow.

Sigh...