Today... we had our first block meeting. Our hall is divided into 5 blocks, A,B,C,D,E. I am in block C. So we had to elect a block head for our block. Get it? Block-head? The other meaning of block head beside the meaning that he is the head of our block? *Grins* I found the block head's speech really funny. He said,' Thanks for voting me as block-head, I don't really know my duties as block-head but I will try to do my best as one.'

I am glad to have Dawn as my neighbour in hall and choo sin who lives opposite me as my neighbour too. I know that I will not stay a second year in this hall as the culture of this hall does not suit me at all. I never expected to find anyone who is on the same wavelength or even close to that in this hall. But surprisingly... I found two people who are my neighbours. This shows that you don't need to go for orientation to meet people. Orientation seriously does not work for me too... if I can't talk to a person, I just can't and no amount of orientation can work. While if I can talk to a person, I just can even if I just met them like Dawn.

I still feel pretty much lost in nus... probably cos I don't really know anyone yet. But I decided, despite not knowing many people and where everyone seems to know anyone and everyone, I will have to face it, have good times or bad times or whatevernots. There are many times I feel like escaping out of the LT. But I believe it will be ok. I will stay even if I feel really bad and wonder what I am doing there. Cos if I stay and start to notice things around me, I will notice that there are actually alot of people who are just like me. And like someone says, perhaps its at that point where friendship starts.

I decided to just go with the flow of things and enjoy my last years of studying in nus.

I am happy today. Much happier than I have been in weeks.