Today marks the last day of my 8 months holiday from school. I am not sure if I remember how to study anymore.

I cannot be sad or scared about school... at least thats what I keep telling myself. Its cos I made a choice to go to nus because I think I will be happier there compared to ntu so I must be happy there or I might as well have gone to ntu where I can be scared and sad with a free education.