Yay! My father ask me today whether I want to buy computer for uni. Conversation went like that...

Father: You need a computer for uni?
Me: Erm, I don't think need, more of want a computer for uni.
Father: Huh? I thought u need a computer? So u want?
Me: Are you going to sponsor?
Father: *Look blur* If I don't pay, who pay? You pay?
Me: Ok then, you help me pay cos I don't have money.

For the time being when I stay in hostel without a computer... I think I will bring my father's labtop to hostel. I need it for the stupid module bidding system and to book my driving lessons and for entertainment purposes.

Feeling guilty again.. that my parents have to fork out money for labtop. But I think I need it for both academic and entertainment purposes.

Everyday without fail, I will go to the Tjc website. I like their daily quotes and if its meaningful, I will copy it down in a small book. Today's one is meaningful. It reads 'Make it a rule never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy. You can't build on it. It's only good for wallowing in.' This make me realise I never regret of my choice of going nus over ntu which is good! Yeah... but I just continue to feel guilty which is just as bad.

Oh well... I shall stop here. You all must be sick of hearing me wondering over and over again bout NTU vs NUS. Haha...