Throughout my whole life... I have only played one computer game. It was called 'Cosmo'. It involved a little dinosaur going around plucking fruits off trees and earning points. I was so addicted to it... got quite mad when I could not play it as my father was using the computer... took my toy water gun and squirted water at the keyboard. I was 4 years old. My.... that was the start of the ban on computer games for both me and my sister although my sister could barely walk yet... and is the reason why I only have played one 'real' computer game throughout my whole life.

Today... a miracle happened... not that the ban was lifted... but my mother was playing a computer game... and she was 'squealing' when she got bombarded by some mysterious object. But u know whats the problem.... she was playing a CHEMISTRY game... which involved the PERIODIC table and which I have absolutely no interest in playing.

Prelims are coming... so many people are moaning bout it on their blog. Well... for me... I know its bad... so why moan more bout it? I hate moaning bout things. To look on the bright side... Prelims are good as I worry only bout things that I should worry bout. Hmmm... although prelims are coming.... and I feel stressed.... I feel peaceful and happy at the same time.... been relatively less moody and less angry in the past few months for some reason.

I realise I am quite a paranoid person. I always think that I got some kind of illness. *Touchwood* I remember when I learned ballet... this part of a bone on my feet will always hurt after ballet lessons... I thought I had bone cancer and worried bout it for months. Actually... come to think of it... I think its just cos the arch of my feet is just too high.

Then at 12.... I thought I got breast cancer.... The stupid thing is... I didn't even have enough breast material to have breast cancer. Sigh.....

At 13... I thought I got Hepatitis B. This was due to the fact that I ate a lot of shellfish.

At 14... I thought I was going to die slowly from lead poisoning because there was and still is a piece of pencil lead stuck in my hand. Once I had fever... I sun4 bian4 asked the doctor whether the pencil lead will affect me in anyway... he laughed and said no.... I think he thought I was a silly little girl.

Sigh... better stop being so paranoid. Please let me remain healthy. Though I got a real cause for worry now... dengue fever. U know... Opera Estate is very 'famous' for dengue fever... everytime say got dengue fever... confirm 100% will mention opera estate. Sigh... and one of the hot spots mentioned in the newspaper is 'Fidelio Street' which is like 10m away from my house.