Random crap...
I have a strand of white hair. Everyone has been commenting on it. Haha... Am I that stressed out? I don't think so. This has been a very interesting strand of hair... when it was 30 cm long... it had a variety of colours on it... At the end... it was black... then dark brown... then a light translucent brown... then white... and somemore... it was curly like maggie mee and very coarse... I had been observing it for the past few months. Finally... I got tired of it... and cut it off leaving the white part left. I NEVER dared to pull out my hair... I feel that its so gross. Now... its growing back... and I think its permanently white. I think that strand of hair is totally gone case already. Should I pull it out... but I never pulled out my hair before. I tried to... but could not bring myself to...
Now... I wonder... why keep a blog... saying all this meaningless stuff... I mean... there are somethings that u cannot write all else your feelings and your whole life will be known to the whole world... thats why I find people who put their name, address. photos, telephone number on their blog very stupid. Perhaps I am paranoid... or it has been inherited from my dear mother.
Release of the A level results... makes me feel so scared... is it so easy for people to get 3As or even 4As for the matter... Like the whole world is getting that... I have doubts about it since I practically failed every test this term. Haha... I wonder why. Well... I promise myself I will try to pass every test next term. Sometimes...the government has been sending the message around that results do not matter... character building matters more. I think that they are such hypocrites. (Oops... will they come and sue me?) Results do not matter to them... cos everyone is able to do well now compared to the past... thus... it does not matter to them anymore. They did not publish the results in the newspapers so as to emphasize their point that results do not matter. But does this help? I know one undisclosed school (cannot disclose since the government says so) that did worse this year. Now... the prinicipal is asking for a explanation from all HODs for the poor performance. Now... I thought someone said that results do not matter.
Tommorrow I got SPA. Sigh... this SPA consist of memorising this whole long compo... on the faults of the experiment. I didn't even need to think up of those points. Our teacher even tell us thats all she could do... give us all the points and as long as we remember word for word... we can score full marks. What kind of education system is this. This is suppose to be A level chemistry... I think if u ask me to do this in pri school... I also can. We do not even need to get as much yield as possible... get a little can already. Shouldn't we also be judged by how much yield we get... as the more yield we get... the more accurate we have done the experiment? I thought SPA was supposed to make us more innovative and creative.... how come its so structured now. I like structures... but I really feel that this is not the point of a practical. They were really sadistic to name it SPA. I was telling my friend my other friends may want to go for a SPA in Kuantan. She thought it was a CHEM SPA!!!.I really think it they should revamp the whole spa thing.
P.S: This does not mean that chem spa is easy... it also does not mean that everyone can do well for it.
End of my rantings about the education system. Next year... I will be free!!! Yay!!! Oh well... in a way... since I am planning to go to university.
I have a strand of white hair. Everyone has been commenting on it. Haha... Am I that stressed out? I don't think so. This has been a very interesting strand of hair... when it was 30 cm long... it had a variety of colours on it... At the end... it was black... then dark brown... then a light translucent brown... then white... and somemore... it was curly like maggie mee and very coarse... I had been observing it for the past few months. Finally... I got tired of it... and cut it off leaving the white part left. I NEVER dared to pull out my hair... I feel that its so gross. Now... its growing back... and I think its permanently white. I think that strand of hair is totally gone case already. Should I pull it out... but I never pulled out my hair before. I tried to... but could not bring myself to...
Now... I wonder... why keep a blog... saying all this meaningless stuff... I mean... there are somethings that u cannot write all else your feelings and your whole life will be known to the whole world... thats why I find people who put their name, address. photos, telephone number on their blog very stupid. Perhaps I am paranoid... or it has been inherited from my dear mother.
Release of the A level results... makes me feel so scared... is it so easy for people to get 3As or even 4As for the matter... Like the whole world is getting that... I have doubts about it since I practically failed every test this term. Haha... I wonder why. Well... I promise myself I will try to pass every test next term. Sometimes...the government has been sending the message around that results do not matter... character building matters more. I think that they are such hypocrites. (Oops... will they come and sue me?) Results do not matter to them... cos everyone is able to do well now compared to the past... thus... it does not matter to them anymore. They did not publish the results in the newspapers so as to emphasize their point that results do not matter. But does this help? I know one undisclosed school (cannot disclose since the government says so) that did worse this year. Now... the prinicipal is asking for a explanation from all HODs for the poor performance. Now... I thought someone said that results do not matter.
Tommorrow I got SPA. Sigh... this SPA consist of memorising this whole long compo... on the faults of the experiment. I didn't even need to think up of those points. Our teacher even tell us thats all she could do... give us all the points and as long as we remember word for word... we can score full marks. What kind of education system is this. This is suppose to be A level chemistry... I think if u ask me to do this in pri school... I also can. We do not even need to get as much yield as possible... get a little can already. Shouldn't we also be judged by how much yield we get... as the more yield we get... the more accurate we have done the experiment? I thought SPA was supposed to make us more innovative and creative.... how come its so structured now. I like structures... but I really feel that this is not the point of a practical. They were really sadistic to name it SPA. I was telling my friend my other friends may want to go for a SPA in Kuantan. She thought it was a CHEM SPA!!!.I really think it they should revamp the whole spa thing.
P.S: This does not mean that chem spa is easy... it also does not mean that everyone can do well for it.
End of my rantings about the education system. Next year... I will be free!!! Yay!!! Oh well... in a way... since I am planning to go to university.
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