Hmmm... a level results are out. My results kinda suck... but I am coming to terms with it. Thanks to everyone who asked whether I am ok... whether its through sms or online... my friends... relief teachers... springfield teachers and my parents. It really meant a lot to me. Because of all of you... I am feeling much better. Actually... my results does not really affect the course I want to take... though probably now.... I can only get a moe teaching award and not a moe teaching scholarship which is actually good enough... I still can go to the university I want to go. Its just my pride that is suffering and that I feel that I let my parents down. Yeah... but life still has to go on.

I relieved chinese today. Today... I was honest with the students. I told them... although I am taking u for chinese... my spoken chinese is really disgusting and thus I will talk to u in English. Next week is even worse... Mr Cheng asked me to relieve home econs... a subject I have nv studied in my entire life.

Today... I made a fool of myself... and all of the relief teachers laughed at me including myself... though not in a mean way.

Me: How long u take to go to nus from Tampines.
Relief teacher 1: Oh... I used to take 1.5 hrs taking public transport... but now I take only 0.5 hrs cos I ride a bike.
Me: * Impressed look* Wow... u must ride very fast then. How u do it?
Everyone: *Give me blur look* then start bursting out laughing.
Relief teacher 2: Erm... I think he meant a motorcycle and not a bicycle.
Everyone: *More laughter* I was laughing too though feeling a little embarassed.

Oh well... its nice to make people laugh... even though it was a mistake and it was at my expense. Haha...