I am feeling weird today.... dunno.... I feel more aware of my surroundings today? I feel more puzzled? more confused? More warm inside me? A very strange unearthly feeling. My post today will not be coherent.

My mother's student's father was buried today. He died of a flu... cos the flu virus attacked his heart. I felt so sad for her even though I don't know her. At the same time, I was worrying about my father. He thinks he is a superman.... sick also go and play his tennis... and landed in hospital twice because of playing too much tennis. Hope that he will take this as a warning.

My grandmother finally recovered. A load of my mind. Have been feeling so guilty for the past few days.

I finally wrote a proper article for temasek times. It was about the CO concert. Hope it gets published for once.

Keep thinking about what I want to do after A levels. Sigh.... and JCT is barely over. Even went to Classifieds to check out job. Went to check out this website www.cruisecrew.com. It sounds fun. I would like to work in a cruise for a month.... treat it as a holiday at the same time. But scared of cruises after watching titanic. Sigh... I know... I choose a cruise where it takes a route where there are no sharks and no ice bergs.

There... thats the end of my incoherent post.... and I still feel warm, weird, irritated, happy, sad, puzzled, confused, sleepy and all kinds of emotions.