Sigh.... yeah.... thats all I can do.

I have one huge regret. I regret thinking that TKGS string ensemble was very lousy. Compared to Tj chamber... we were really great. I am a very irritating person. I always think that my current situation is very terrible and can't wait to get out of this situation into the future. Then when I go into the future... I realise that the past was better and can't wait to go back to it. Then I wish that I can go even more into the future and yeah... cannot wait to get back to the first future. A whole viscious cycle.

Sigh...