I guess I improved for promos... though not fully satisfied with my marks... but satisfied enough...

Maths... I am getting amused. The trend of maths in sec school is repeating itself
Geog... I suppose I should be sad. But I guess I was too happy for Maths.
Econs... Wow... I developed a sudden flair for writing essays.
Chem... Phew... thank goodness my chemistry did not deteriorate.

I am sad because I am sad for my friends. I feel like crying on the behalf of them. Sigh... Why can't they pass... Is it that hard to pass? I don't know... although all of us in the class feel like there is no class spirit... I feel that deep inside us... we are deeply bonded to each other... At least, there is how I feel. Last time in 4/3... I felt that they were just my classmates... now... I feel that each of them is my friend. Maybe because the class is smaller. I guess I didn't feel very happy when I received back my results... because I was worrying for Kitlu and Murni.... more for Kitlu I guess... since Murni may be able to pass. Oh dear... Murni may not even be able to promote... she is short of 1 mark for maths and geog to get an A level pass. Hopefully they will moderate. I felt so bad... when i received back my econs and chem paper... for some reason... kept wondering how they fared.... but did not really dare to ask. I suppose I should thank God... for giving me the chance to know these people... and make a difference to my life... and see the world from a better perspective... but I wish he can let us all be together just for another year. Problem is... its not his fault. I feel... that this year... I have really changed... for the better... because of the diverse nature of our class.... I have grown... I hope to become a better person. Don't know.... just feel really really sad now... problem is... not even thinking about my results.