I just came back from chamber camp... Fun... We had supper at 1.30 am in the morning. I ate a mixture of ice-cream n instant cup noodles... Nice... Then Michelle n I were the first to go to bed.


Highlight of today was that I actually got up and ran around the track.. Seniors thought that I was pretty nuts. After that run... I felt like I accomplished lotzz of things n it was only 7.50 in the morning. What a great sense of acheivement. About chamber... basically... we still suck but so what... we tried our best... Its not like the guitar which I can learn in a day or two... But for the piano and violin... It takes years to master them. At least... I feel that we got spirit.

My feelings for thes past two days are rather complex... I feel a mixture of feelings... Though I feel sad that we cannot really play.... I enjoyed being with the chamber.. so sad... after this year... they will all be gone... During these two days... I did not feel empty.. I felt warm inside me... Ok... plus half the time I feel dazed... From lack of sleep... I mean... i slept like only for 4 hrs... THAT is not considered sleep... that is a NAP.