I am very frustrated today... sigh... in fact the whole of violin 1 is very frustrated... its not that we do not want to play...we juz don't have the ability to so... If u ask me what's one thing that has caused me much pain, anger n sadness... it is music... Up till today... I stil don't know whether I like music... I have came up with my own conclusion... If I nv learnt music (not talking bout MEP) I would be longing to learn music... If I learnt music n did not take MEP... I would have love music... Though music has bought me some tears... I love it too... it has became an integral part of my life...

Anyway... except for CE... the rest of the day was great... felt pretty happy...

Sigh... I juz gonna try my best to play those pieces... then I would not have any regrets...